She is Rising…

Dearest Beautiful Spirits,

This post is dedicated to a special client whose personal progress and healing journey has been amazing to witness. She asked me to describe her beginning to her current state of transition and these are the words that came to mind. She wanted to share her experience so that anyone experiencing the same will know they are not alone.

Love, Peace & Blessings,

SereneNSassy Soul

She IS Rising…

She’s  felt swept up in  a never ending cycle of storms…hurricanes, tornadoes, even tsunami at time. Her waves flow high and low…

Her depth immearsureable; no one has ever seen Her  beginning or end…not even Her

She’s avoided releasing the storms within until now; She realizes now that She must be who She is authentically at all costs… Life is not worth living hiding “pieces” of Herself

She’s dimmed Her light for far too long; wasting Her energy on so many, never saving much for Herself until now…

She’s denied Her gifts because of what She’s been conditioned to believe by “the world”; they were dormant and now She fights to unleash them to fulfill Her purpose

She was exhausted and tried to give up but Her body and spirit began imploding causing unbearable pain; She had no choice but to concede to Her body and spirit, Her heart and mind

She finally understands She has the power to calm Her storms or increase their velocity depending on the situation She faces; no longer afraid of losing control

She finally accepts Her light and Her darkness; each half completes Her; embracing Her wholeness loving and honoring each part

She knows each moment will not be perfect but nevertheless She will progress along Her journey; not looking backward or forward

She’s unwilling to fall so far again; the “hole” has finally been destroyed

Those who love Her will continue to stand with Her, others will fall back; their choice will be respected no matter what they choose

The Universe has spoken! Her Spirit has spoken! Finally She has attained clarity to be exactly who She was created to be…

What’s different this time around…SHE is the difference, mind, body, spirit, heart!

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Love Lesson I

Dedicated to the one who will know this is my Thank You to Him…

I finally have the courage to share this; finally have the ability to understand this…

I’m single/unattached by choice because He taught me what unconditional love and support feels like; I know what “trying” looks and feels like. I understand that relationships are NOT about sacrificing yourself or asking someone else to. Relationships are NOT about changing yourself so the other person will “like” or perhaps accept you. Relationships ARE comprised of people who love and accept one another just as they are; light and dark side.

He came into my life during a time of chaos and much needed self-healing and therefore I was unable to allow his love to penetrate me completely. He showed me what love looks and feels like. He taught me that I am always enough! He discovered the beauty within and outside of me and taught me how to love it all. Best of all, He didn’t just love me, He loved, protected, encouraged and inspired my first true love…my Son. It all came from his heart and I gave him as much in return as I could considering the shattered state I was in as he attempted to rescue me. He was consistent and persistent; did everything He could to help me release the pain…

He was a selfless friend and lover, counselor, teacher, protector; truly the Sun to my Moon. He made my heart smile until the smile reached my eyes. He was patient and willingly shared his strength with me. He led me back to myself and helped me mend many pieces of my soul back together again. He was beautiful inside out; looking at him, dreaming of him, provided so much pleasure for me…

He helped me realize that the love I’ve dreamt of and written about since I was a young girl actually exists despite what most people think. He’s why I know better than to settle for anything less because I deserve to be fulfilled in every way imaginable.

I often think if only He came into my life at a time I wasn’t grieving and in desperate need of healing, we would have had more time to grow together instead of eventually growing apart. If only I could have opened my heart more for Him; truly enjoyed his presence and what He was offering me, and my Son. I think of Him often and smile, hoping He is truly happy and fulfilled even with someone else because that’s what real love is. Sometimes I get a brief whiff of His personal scent, I see Him standing tall and strong, smiling and it comforts me. My heart tells me He is just fine and I include Him in my prayers, grateful to have had an opportunity to experience Him.

Now I’m living, smiling and standing on my own feeling more powerful and confident than I’ve ever felt before and I know he has played a part in my healing, recovery and new found happiness. Sure it would be wonderful to share this version of me, my authentic self with Him now but I accept that perhaps our time is gone for good. I’m brave and wise now and also open to receiving my Soul Mate when the time is right, whether it be Him or someone else. I have no expectations of who my Soul Mate is or will be but I am certain of what he will NOT be. I’m whole on my own but with him I will be complete. He will make me a better me; I will make him a better him.

SereneNSassy Soul

October 15, 2015